1 00:00:00,440 --> 00:00:06,950 [Music] 2 00:00:06,960 --> 00:00:26,110 do 3 00:00:26,120 --> 00:01:01,430 [Music] 4 00:01:05,429 --> 00:01:03,430 hey everyone welcome to the ofahub 5 00:01:06,710 --> 00:01:05,439 livestream today's guest is going to be 6 00:01:08,469 --> 00:01:06,720 dee wallace 7 00:01:10,310 --> 00:01:08,479 she's a world renowned actress and 8 00:01:12,630 --> 00:01:10,320 author and has been talking to people 9 00:01:15,270 --> 00:01:12,640 and lecturing on self-creation for well 10 00:01:17,190 --> 00:01:15,280 over 30 years so i'm excited to talk to 11 00:01:19,749 --> 00:01:17,200 her today she'll be talking to me about 12 00:01:23,030 --> 00:01:19,759 a new book called born giving birth to a 13 00:01:25,270 --> 00:01:23,040 new you and so i'm going to have d on 14 00:01:26,789 --> 00:01:25,280 for a short time so i'm hoping for those 15 00:01:29,190 --> 00:01:26,799 that would like to ask some questions 16 00:01:31,590 --> 00:01:29,200 later on uh during the q a to please 17 00:01:34,149 --> 00:01:31,600 submit your questions on chat using 18 00:01:36,069 --> 00:01:34,159 three asterisks before your question um 19 00:01:37,910 --> 00:01:36,079 or join the live 20 00:01:40,469 --> 00:01:37,920 the live chat going on right now on 21 00:01:43,910 --> 00:01:40,479 telegram to where you can ask the 22 00:01:45,030 --> 00:01:43,920 questions uh directly and so um 23 00:01:46,950 --> 00:01:45,040 we'll 24 00:01:48,149 --> 00:01:46,960 you can uh for the telegram specifically 25 00:01:50,389 --> 00:01:48,159 you can download the app on your 26 00:01:53,190 --> 00:01:50,399 telephone and the computer i have the 27 00:01:55,910 --> 00:01:53,200 link for the ufo hub telegram group in 28 00:01:58,230 --> 00:01:55,920 the description below and uh as always 29 00:02:00,149 --> 00:01:58,240 all the links for all all my speakers 30 00:02:02,149 --> 00:02:00,159 their information is in the description 31 00:02:03,670 --> 00:02:02,159 as well so please don't hesitate check 32 00:02:04,469 --> 00:02:03,680 it out and see what else they have to 33 00:02:07,350 --> 00:02:04,479 offer 34 00:02:09,589 --> 00:02:07,360 so uh with um without any further ado 35 00:02:11,750 --> 00:02:09,599 and because of a short time uh let me uh 36 00:02:15,190 --> 00:02:11,760 bring in uh dee wallace 37 00:02:17,910 --> 00:02:15,200 uh dee thanks for being on uh welcome 38 00:02:20,309 --> 00:02:17,920 oh i'm so happy to be here 39 00:02:21,270 --> 00:02:20,319 and i'm so happy that we 40 00:02:25,190 --> 00:02:21,280 met 41 00:02:28,150 --> 00:02:25,200 through our friend dolores cannon 42 00:02:30,390 --> 00:02:28,160 uh me too very much so especially since 43 00:02:31,589 --> 00:02:30,400 it's been quite a while eight years and 44 00:02:33,830 --> 00:02:31,599 uh 45 00:02:35,750 --> 00:02:33,840 i was very excited that even though you 46 00:02:37,509 --> 00:02:35,760 were not feeling well and all the things 47 00:02:39,110 --> 00:02:37,519 you were going through that you know you 48 00:02:40,470 --> 00:02:39,120 still agreed to do an interview with me 49 00:02:42,470 --> 00:02:40,480 and it meant a lot to me i really 50 00:02:44,790 --> 00:02:42,480 appreciate it 51 00:02:46,550 --> 00:02:44,800 you're talking about way back then eight 52 00:02:48,630 --> 00:02:46,560 years ago yes 53 00:02:50,470 --> 00:02:48,640 absolutely darling you're welcome and 54 00:02:51,509 --> 00:02:50,480 i'm really happy to be here with you 55 00:02:53,589 --> 00:02:51,519 again 56 00:02:55,990 --> 00:02:53,599 well great thank you all right so let's 57 00:02:57,589 --> 00:02:56,000 um i figure before we go into into your 58 00:02:59,030 --> 00:02:57,599 book if you could please give us a 59 00:03:01,750 --> 00:02:59,040 little bit of uh you know a little bit 60 00:03:04,630 --> 00:03:01,760 of information about yourself uh maybe 61 00:03:07,110 --> 00:03:04,640 how you got started with with the 62 00:03:09,350 --> 00:03:07,120 spiritual aspects of things uh maybe how 63 00:03:11,750 --> 00:03:09,360 it incorporated with your acting and 64 00:03:13,430 --> 00:03:11,760 then after that i'll ask you some more 65 00:03:16,149 --> 00:03:13,440 questions 66 00:03:18,790 --> 00:03:16,159 okay i'll try and put this 67 00:03:22,390 --> 00:03:18,800 in a nutshell as much as i can 68 00:03:24,070 --> 00:03:22,400 um when i was a very little girl i would 69 00:03:25,589 --> 00:03:24,080 get messages 70 00:03:27,190 --> 00:03:25,599 and channel 71 00:03:29,430 --> 00:03:27,200 um 72 00:03:32,470 --> 00:03:29,440 one time i woke up i think i was about 73 00:03:35,509 --> 00:03:32,480 eight years old i i spent every day with 74 00:03:37,990 --> 00:03:35,519 my grandmother so we were very close 75 00:03:39,830 --> 00:03:38,000 because my mom had to work and i 76 00:03:42,149 --> 00:03:39,840 woke up in the middle of the night 77 00:03:44,390 --> 00:03:42,159 around three a.m and i went into my mom 78 00:03:46,070 --> 00:03:44,400 and i said mommy something's wrong at 79 00:03:48,710 --> 00:03:46,080 grandma's 80 00:03:51,350 --> 00:03:48,720 and god bless my mother she got up and 81 00:03:53,030 --> 00:03:51,360 called and nobody answered so we drove 82 00:03:56,149 --> 00:03:53,040 over there 83 00:03:59,190 --> 00:03:56,159 and the cat had gotten up on the stove 84 00:04:01,429 --> 00:03:59,200 and turned all the burners on so the 85 00:04:04,229 --> 00:04:01,439 house was filling with gas 86 00:04:07,509 --> 00:04:04,239 and i would have a lot of experiences 87 00:04:11,030 --> 00:04:07,519 like that my father visited me 88 00:04:13,429 --> 00:04:11,040 as a light in my room after his suicide 89 00:04:16,629 --> 00:04:13,439 um in high school 90 00:04:18,870 --> 00:04:16,639 and then i went to college and i kind of 91 00:04:21,349 --> 00:04:18,880 put all that away until 92 00:04:22,150 --> 00:04:21,359 i met my husband christopher stone who 93 00:04:24,870 --> 00:04:22,160 was 94 00:04:27,990 --> 00:04:24,880 very interested in a 95 00:04:29,189 --> 00:04:28,000 a program called conceptology 96 00:04:32,390 --> 00:04:29,199 which uh 97 00:04:34,550 --> 00:04:32,400 was a philosophy that way preceded the 98 00:04:38,070 --> 00:04:34,560 secret and all of that 99 00:04:40,550 --> 00:04:38,080 so we would go a couple of times a month 100 00:04:44,469 --> 00:04:40,560 uh down to santa ana 101 00:04:47,510 --> 00:04:44,479 and study that philosophy and 102 00:04:49,510 --> 00:04:47,520 and so it started opening up all these 103 00:04:52,710 --> 00:04:49,520 things for me again 104 00:04:55,270 --> 00:04:52,720 and then he died suddenly and i dropped 105 00:04:56,950 --> 00:04:55,280 to my knees and i said 106 00:04:58,790 --> 00:04:56,960 i don't want to be a victim and i don't 107 00:05:02,629 --> 00:04:58,800 want to be pissed off the rest of my 108 00:05:04,790 --> 00:05:02,639 life i want a way we can heal ourselves 109 00:05:08,469 --> 00:05:04,800 which is asking 110 00:05:11,430 --> 00:05:08,479 and like that i started receiving 111 00:05:13,990 --> 00:05:11,440 channeled messages and the first one 112 00:05:16,230 --> 00:05:14,000 was use the light within you 113 00:05:17,590 --> 00:05:16,240 to heal yourself 114 00:05:20,310 --> 00:05:17,600 and i've 115 00:05:23,029 --> 00:05:20,320 pretty much been exploring 116 00:05:25,350 --> 00:05:23,039 what that means in the most exponential 117 00:05:26,150 --> 00:05:25,360 terms ever since 118 00:05:35,270 --> 00:05:26,160 and 119 00:05:36,790 --> 00:05:35,280 all of a sudden i would start getting 120 00:05:38,710 --> 00:05:36,800 messages 121 00:05:41,590 --> 00:05:38,720 from all my students about where their 122 00:05:44,070 --> 00:05:41,600 blocks were in their scenes and 123 00:05:47,110 --> 00:05:44,080 their life started to change and then 124 00:05:48,870 --> 00:05:47,120 their parents worked with me and 125 00:05:53,510 --> 00:05:48,880 then their friends worked with me and 126 00:05:56,710 --> 00:05:53,520 now i have clients all over the world 127 00:06:01,830 --> 00:05:56,720 i'm a clairaudient channel so i receive 128 00:06:04,230 --> 00:06:02,680 and 129 00:06:07,749 --> 00:06:04,240 [Music] 130 00:06:10,629 --> 00:06:07,759 all my books that i've written 131 00:06:13,110 --> 00:06:10,639 are around the creation process but my 132 00:06:14,230 --> 00:06:13,120 latest book born 133 00:06:18,390 --> 00:06:14,240 is 134 00:06:22,150 --> 00:06:18,400 really easy to read 135 00:06:27,270 --> 00:06:22,160 and it's a primer for every step you 136 00:06:33,749 --> 00:06:30,629 so the bourne is is um uh 137 00:06:36,870 --> 00:06:33,759 was is this your fifth book or is born 138 00:06:38,469 --> 00:06:36,880 in your sixth sixth book and so um can 139 00:06:41,670 --> 00:06:38,479 you maybe uh 140 00:06:43,990 --> 00:06:41,680 give us just the basics of of 141 00:06:46,469 --> 00:06:44,000 what it entails what it is 142 00:06:48,390 --> 00:06:46,479 that you want people to know in this new 143 00:06:52,150 --> 00:06:48,400 book well again 144 00:06:53,909 --> 00:06:52,160 it is every step that needs to happen 145 00:06:58,230 --> 00:06:53,919 for you to create 146 00:07:01,270 --> 00:06:58,240 money or relationships or health or 147 00:07:03,990 --> 00:07:01,280 the first one would be choice 148 00:07:06,390 --> 00:07:04,000 most people think 149 00:07:08,309 --> 00:07:06,400 they make conscious choices 150 00:07:10,390 --> 00:07:08,319 most people don't 151 00:07:13,189 --> 00:07:10,400 most people when you say well what do 152 00:07:14,309 --> 00:07:13,199 you want well i 153 00:07:16,309 --> 00:07:14,319 um 154 00:07:17,830 --> 00:07:16,319 i i don't want to have to worry about 155 00:07:20,870 --> 00:07:17,840 money 156 00:07:23,270 --> 00:07:20,880 you know i don't want to be sick anymore 157 00:07:24,469 --> 00:07:23,280 so they will tell you what they don't 158 00:07:26,629 --> 00:07:24,479 want 159 00:07:29,270 --> 00:07:26,639 which of course 160 00:07:31,670 --> 00:07:29,280 a lot of my work combines brain science 161 00:07:34,230 --> 00:07:31,680 with spirituality 162 00:07:37,909 --> 00:07:34,240 and in brain science 163 00:07:41,189 --> 00:07:37,919 whatever you focus on you create more of 164 00:07:45,350 --> 00:07:41,199 that's why in the bible christ said 165 00:07:46,869 --> 00:07:45,360 think only on these things joy peace 166 00:07:49,510 --> 00:07:46,879 love 167 00:07:51,430 --> 00:07:49,520 because that's what you will create more 168 00:07:52,869 --> 00:07:51,440 of in your life 169 00:07:54,950 --> 00:07:52,879 so 170 00:07:59,589 --> 00:07:54,960 uh one of the 171 00:08:05,029 --> 00:08:01,589 important chapters 172 00:08:07,270 --> 00:08:05,039 in born is called the three pillars 173 00:08:09,589 --> 00:08:07,280 because if the three pillars 174 00:08:13,189 --> 00:08:09,599 aren't in alignment 175 00:08:15,909 --> 00:08:13,199 then your creation is 176 00:08:17,270 --> 00:08:15,919 thwarted or watered down or not brought 177 00:08:18,150 --> 00:08:17,280 in at all 178 00:08:21,270 --> 00:08:18,160 and 179 00:08:23,110 --> 00:08:21,280 those three pillars are how i see myself 180 00:08:29,909 --> 00:08:23,120 how i see the world 181 00:08:33,190 --> 00:08:29,919 most of you know i'm an actress i have 182 00:08:37,430 --> 00:08:33,200 over 250 credits now 183 00:08:39,670 --> 00:08:37,440 i just finished another wonderful 184 00:08:41,190 --> 00:08:39,680 romantic comedy 185 00:08:43,909 --> 00:08:41,200 and 186 00:08:46,470 --> 00:08:43,919 so in the beginning now i had to say 187 00:08:49,750 --> 00:08:46,480 okay i am an actress 188 00:08:51,430 --> 00:08:49,760 i see me as an actress 189 00:08:53,590 --> 00:08:51,440 but then if i 190 00:08:55,990 --> 00:08:53,600 looked out into the world and i said but 191 00:08:57,670 --> 00:08:56,000 nobody else out there is gonna see me as 192 00:09:01,030 --> 00:08:57,680 an actress 193 00:09:03,509 --> 00:09:01,040 no nobody the casting directors or 194 00:09:07,509 --> 00:09:03,519 agents they're not gonna 195 00:09:08,790 --> 00:09:07,519 see me as who i think i am then it stops 196 00:09:09,829 --> 00:09:08,800 there 197 00:09:12,230 --> 00:09:09,839 or 198 00:09:15,030 --> 00:09:12,240 if i say you know i think 199 00:09:16,790 --> 00:09:15,040 uh everybody i think there there's a 200 00:09:19,829 --> 00:09:16,800 world out there that i could be an 201 00:09:25,990 --> 00:09:23,269 but i don't think anybody is looking at 202 00:09:27,910 --> 00:09:26,000 me and seeing the actress that i am then 203 00:09:30,710 --> 00:09:27,920 it stops there 204 00:09:33,990 --> 00:09:30,720 so all those three things have to be in 205 00:09:35,350 --> 00:09:34,000 alignment and i i devote a whole chapter 206 00:09:38,550 --> 00:09:35,360 to that i 207 00:09:40,150 --> 00:09:38,560 talk a lot about the power of love 208 00:09:43,110 --> 00:09:40,160 most of us 209 00:09:44,710 --> 00:09:43,120 think love is something that happens to 210 00:09:48,870 --> 00:09:44,720 us 211 00:09:50,470 --> 00:09:48,880 and love is actually 212 00:09:53,110 --> 00:09:50,480 the most powerful 213 00:09:54,470 --> 00:09:53,120 force we have to create 214 00:09:56,310 --> 00:09:54,480 anything 215 00:09:57,910 --> 00:09:56,320 that we want 216 00:10:00,070 --> 00:09:57,920 but 217 00:10:02,550 --> 00:10:00,080 most of us 218 00:10:05,190 --> 00:10:02,560 don't use love because we don't like the 219 00:10:08,470 --> 00:10:05,200 fact that we don't have what we want 220 00:10:11,509 --> 00:10:08,480 so we don't like not having money 221 00:10:14,310 --> 00:10:11,519 so our minds go what do you mean i have 222 00:10:17,030 --> 00:10:14,320 to love money i don't have it 223 00:10:19,430 --> 00:10:17,040 your monkey mind comes in 224 00:10:23,430 --> 00:10:19,440 and 225 00:10:28,150 --> 00:10:26,870 self-love is incredibly important 226 00:10:31,190 --> 00:10:28,160 because 227 00:10:33,430 --> 00:10:31,200 who do we want to give everything to 228 00:10:35,670 --> 00:10:33,440 the people we love 229 00:10:39,350 --> 00:10:35,680 and we're usually at the end of that 230 00:10:42,069 --> 00:10:39,360 list if we're on it at all 231 00:10:44,949 --> 00:10:42,079 because most of us are taught 232 00:10:47,110 --> 00:10:44,959 that to love ourselves is 233 00:10:48,310 --> 00:10:47,120 um 234 00:10:51,910 --> 00:10:48,320 selfish 235 00:10:55,110 --> 00:10:51,920 and braggadacious and god and people 236 00:10:58,710 --> 00:10:55,120 are going to judge us and not love us 237 00:11:01,829 --> 00:10:58,720 if we know how special we are 238 00:11:03,829 --> 00:11:01,839 so we've just been taught a lot of 239 00:11:06,150 --> 00:11:03,839 really false 240 00:11:09,590 --> 00:11:06,160 uh belief systems 241 00:11:12,790 --> 00:11:09,600 and as the good book says as you believe 242 00:11:15,430 --> 00:11:12,800 it is delivered to you it's kind of like 243 00:11:18,230 --> 00:11:15,440 you know the film the matrix 244 00:11:21,350 --> 00:11:18,240 pick a door any door 245 00:11:25,590 --> 00:11:23,910 that is the experience then that you can 246 00:11:27,670 --> 00:11:25,600 choose to have 247 00:11:29,110 --> 00:11:27,680 but you're choosing it 248 00:11:30,949 --> 00:11:29,120 you see 249 00:11:32,470 --> 00:11:30,959 everything starts 250 00:11:35,509 --> 00:11:32,480 within us 251 00:11:37,509 --> 00:11:35,519 everything every part of creation 252 00:11:39,590 --> 00:11:37,519 starts within us that's why we were 253 00:11:43,829 --> 00:11:39,600 given free will 254 00:11:46,310 --> 00:11:43,839 so i'll let you take it from there 255 00:11:48,389 --> 00:11:46,320 well i agree uh when it comes to love 256 00:11:50,949 --> 00:11:48,399 especially that part because i think a 257 00:11:53,590 --> 00:11:50,959 lot of people kind of use it as this 258 00:11:55,269 --> 00:11:53,600 throwaway word right it's always 259 00:11:57,509 --> 00:11:55,279 because it's always kind of a set us a 260 00:11:59,190 --> 00:11:57,519 byline you know okay love you bye hey 261 00:12:01,509 --> 00:11:59,200 you know i love you all okay take care 262 00:12:03,350 --> 00:12:01,519 thanks you know and it's um almost like 263 00:12:05,509 --> 00:12:03,360 through that it's nice as it is it kind 264 00:12:07,190 --> 00:12:05,519 of loses its meaning you know but then 265 00:12:09,110 --> 00:12:07,200 at the same time you forget the power of 266 00:12:12,389 --> 00:12:09,120 it you know what it truly means to love 267 00:12:14,389 --> 00:12:12,399 somebody and so well i i think a lot of 268 00:12:16,710 --> 00:12:14,399 us believe 269 00:12:19,269 --> 00:12:16,720 that we have to be loved before we can 270 00:12:22,389 --> 00:12:19,279 choose to love 271 00:12:25,509 --> 00:12:22,399 we're always a choice to live in love 272 00:12:28,870 --> 00:12:25,519 love isn't something that happens to you 273 00:12:33,110 --> 00:12:29,910 right 274 00:12:36,470 --> 00:12:33,120 and so uh i don't i don't wish to switch 275 00:12:39,670 --> 00:12:36,480 to this um you know very very you know 276 00:12:41,190 --> 00:12:39,680 very early but in your while you were 277 00:12:42,150 --> 00:12:41,200 writing this book 278 00:12:43,430 --> 00:12:42,160 was it 279 00:12:45,350 --> 00:12:43,440 basically just all these different 280 00:12:47,750 --> 00:12:45,360 inspirations and your own 281 00:12:50,150 --> 00:12:47,760 overcoming of all these different issues 282 00:12:53,590 --> 00:12:50,160 that kind of were bound together to 283 00:12:54,310 --> 00:12:53,600 create this book born not at all not at 284 00:12:59,670 --> 00:12:54,320 all 285 00:13:02,470 --> 00:12:59,680 i sat down 286 00:13:04,790 --> 00:13:02,480 look when the pandemic hit 287 00:13:06,790 --> 00:13:04,800 and i got up one morning and all the 288 00:13:07,910 --> 00:13:06,800 studios it closed down and they went oh 289 00:13:09,910 --> 00:13:07,920 my god 290 00:13:11,750 --> 00:13:09,920 how am i going to make a living 291 00:13:13,509 --> 00:13:11,760 my channel said d 292 00:13:16,230 --> 00:13:13,519 the studios aren't your living your 293 00:13:17,990 --> 00:13:16,240 consciousness is your living 294 00:13:21,829 --> 00:13:18,000 get up every day 295 00:13:24,230 --> 00:13:21,839 and say okay what can i create today 296 00:13:26,550 --> 00:13:24,240 and one day i got up and said okay what 297 00:13:27,590 --> 00:13:26,560 can i create today and i heard write the 298 00:13:29,750 --> 00:13:27,600 book 299 00:13:32,550 --> 00:13:29,760 so i did 300 00:13:39,030 --> 00:13:35,829 i just went into my channel they gave me 301 00:13:41,910 --> 00:13:39,040 chapter one chapter two chapter three 302 00:13:43,110 --> 00:13:41,920 everything is built 303 00:13:48,790 --> 00:13:43,120 and 304 00:13:51,189 --> 00:13:48,800 you know people 305 00:13:54,470 --> 00:13:51,199 people think that creation is really 306 00:13:55,350 --> 00:13:54,480 hard and that it has to be very serious 307 00:13:58,230 --> 00:13:55,360 right 308 00:14:00,790 --> 00:13:58,240 the lighter you are and the more fun you 309 00:14:03,030 --> 00:14:00,800 have creating what you want the more the 310 00:14:05,750 --> 00:14:03,040 universe responds 311 00:14:07,269 --> 00:14:05,760 and i talk a lot about that in 312 00:14:10,069 --> 00:14:07,279 born also 313 00:14:11,269 --> 00:14:10,079 that we're electrical beings they 314 00:14:13,110 --> 00:14:11,279 measure our hearts through 315 00:14:14,550 --> 00:14:13,120 electrocardiograms 316 00:14:16,629 --> 00:14:14,560 they measure our brains through 317 00:14:19,350 --> 00:14:16,639 electroencephalogram 318 00:14:21,269 --> 00:14:19,360 every thought and feeling we have has an 319 00:14:23,110 --> 00:14:21,279 electrical impulse 320 00:14:28,829 --> 00:14:23,120 that shoots out 321 00:14:30,790 --> 00:14:28,839 universe which is guess what 322 00:14:31,590 --> 00:14:30,800 electromagnetic 323 00:14:35,110 --> 00:14:31,600 so 324 00:14:38,389 --> 00:14:35,120 if we send out a positive frequency the 325 00:14:39,590 --> 00:14:38,399 universe is going okay there's a match 326 00:14:42,150 --> 00:14:39,600 to that 327 00:14:44,389 --> 00:14:42,160 and that gets sent back 328 00:14:47,269 --> 00:14:44,399 as the reality of our life 329 00:14:49,350 --> 00:14:47,279 if we send out a fearful 330 00:14:51,670 --> 00:14:49,360 limiting frequency 331 00:14:54,710 --> 00:14:51,680 the universe goes there's a match to 332 00:14:55,509 --> 00:14:54,720 that and that gets sent back 333 00:14:57,990 --> 00:14:55,519 so 334 00:15:02,870 --> 00:14:58,000 if you don't 335 00:15:05,750 --> 00:15:02,880 and your 336 00:15:07,509 --> 00:15:05,760 negative limiting thoughts which create 337 00:15:09,670 --> 00:15:07,519 your feelings 338 00:15:13,030 --> 00:15:09,680 not much is going to change in your life 339 00:15:18,470 --> 00:15:16,150 do you have uh a favorite story or a 340 00:15:19,990 --> 00:15:18,480 story that you would like to share 341 00:15:21,509 --> 00:15:20,000 of um 342 00:15:24,150 --> 00:15:21,519 or something about 343 00:15:26,389 --> 00:15:24,160 creed using this power of creation or 344 00:15:27,590 --> 00:15:26,399 something that you you manifest in your 345 00:15:29,269 --> 00:15:27,600 life 346 00:15:34,310 --> 00:15:29,279 e.t 347 00:15:36,389 --> 00:15:34,320 um 348 00:15:39,269 --> 00:15:36,399 that's when we were 349 00:15:40,629 --> 00:15:39,279 attending these classes on conceptology 350 00:15:43,509 --> 00:15:40,639 and 351 00:15:45,910 --> 00:15:43,519 one week he said which my channel is 352 00:15:49,430 --> 00:15:45,920 very big on by the way 353 00:15:50,629 --> 00:15:49,440 write everything down that you want 354 00:15:52,829 --> 00:15:50,639 everything 355 00:15:54,389 --> 00:15:52,839 on a list 356 00:15:56,870 --> 00:15:54,399 and 357 00:15:58,710 --> 00:15:56,880 just look at it every day don't try to 358 00:15:59,590 --> 00:15:58,720 make it happen 359 00:16:01,590 --> 00:15:59,600 just 360 00:16:03,670 --> 00:16:01,600 look at it and go wow wouldn't that be 361 00:16:06,629 --> 00:16:03,680 fun 362 00:16:11,749 --> 00:16:06,639 i did that in june in august 363 00:16:15,430 --> 00:16:13,430 now 364 00:16:18,310 --> 00:16:15,440 you see i couldn't have 365 00:16:20,150 --> 00:16:18,320 really honed in on et and created et 366 00:16:21,990 --> 00:16:20,160 cause i didn't even know it was being 367 00:16:25,949 --> 00:16:22,000 created 368 00:16:28,629 --> 00:16:27,590 vibrationally 369 00:16:30,310 --> 00:16:28,639 to 370 00:16:31,350 --> 00:16:30,320 that movie 371 00:16:33,670 --> 00:16:31,360 and 372 00:16:36,150 --> 00:16:33,680 it's no surprise 373 00:16:38,870 --> 00:16:36,160 that the message of the movie is keep 374 00:16:41,350 --> 00:16:38,880 your heart open keep your heart light on 375 00:16:46,389 --> 00:16:41,360 you get back to the home of you 376 00:16:49,990 --> 00:16:48,870 the other some stories from 377 00:16:52,230 --> 00:16:50,000 some of the people that might have 378 00:16:55,030 --> 00:16:52,240 written to you to that have told you 379 00:16:58,230 --> 00:16:55,040 about their their creation stories 380 00:16:59,350 --> 00:16:58,240 oh yes i have a lot of them in the book 381 00:17:00,230 --> 00:16:59,360 born 382 00:17:01,590 --> 00:17:00,240 um 383 00:17:05,110 --> 00:17:01,600 one of my 384 00:17:07,510 --> 00:17:05,120 favorites um 385 00:17:08,470 --> 00:17:07,520 and i i just did a private session with 386 00:17:09,990 --> 00:17:08,480 her 387 00:17:11,829 --> 00:17:10,000 uh today 388 00:17:14,069 --> 00:17:11,839 but 389 00:17:15,750 --> 00:17:14,079 she needed to get from new york to 390 00:17:17,189 --> 00:17:15,760 california 391 00:17:18,630 --> 00:17:17,199 and 392 00:17:21,110 --> 00:17:18,640 um 393 00:17:22,789 --> 00:17:21,120 her flight was canceled 394 00:17:25,110 --> 00:17:22,799 and her family said well you might as 395 00:17:27,029 --> 00:17:25,120 well come home you're not ever going to 396 00:17:29,110 --> 00:17:27,039 get on another flight today she said oh 397 00:17:31,750 --> 00:17:29,120 yes i will 398 00:17:34,310 --> 00:17:31,760 and she just sat down and she said dee i 399 00:17:38,070 --> 00:17:34,320 did everything you taught 400 00:17:41,990 --> 00:17:38,080 i sat there i envisioned exactly what i 401 00:17:47,029 --> 00:17:42,000 wanted i said everything that i wanted i 402 00:17:49,190 --> 00:17:47,039 said i am not i want i am 403 00:17:51,510 --> 00:17:49,200 getting home today 404 00:17:54,630 --> 00:17:51,520 and it's gonna be easy 405 00:17:57,830 --> 00:17:54,640 and i'm gonna attract the right person 406 00:18:00,549 --> 00:17:57,840 so she went up to the first person 407 00:18:02,470 --> 00:18:00,559 and she had made her 408 00:18:04,950 --> 00:18:02,480 flight through a 409 00:18:05,909 --> 00:18:04,960 a third agency thing 410 00:18:08,630 --> 00:18:05,919 and 411 00:18:12,070 --> 00:18:08,640 the attendant said oh i'm so sorry you 412 00:18:13,669 --> 00:18:12,080 know we we do have room on the plane 413 00:18:15,430 --> 00:18:13,679 but um 414 00:18:16,549 --> 00:18:15,440 since you made it through this third 415 00:18:19,590 --> 00:18:16,559 person 416 00:18:22,470 --> 00:18:19,600 agency we can't change your 417 00:18:24,950 --> 00:18:22,480 your reservation 418 00:18:26,470 --> 00:18:24,960 and she said okay 419 00:18:28,630 --> 00:18:26,480 and she said i 420 00:18:30,070 --> 00:18:28,640 i left for an hour i went to get 421 00:18:32,549 --> 00:18:30,080 something to eat 422 00:18:34,310 --> 00:18:32,559 they had changed attendance i went back 423 00:18:35,990 --> 00:18:34,320 and i said hi 424 00:18:39,270 --> 00:18:36,000 i would really like to get on this 425 00:18:44,549 --> 00:18:39,280 flight to los angeles 426 00:18:46,630 --> 00:18:44,559 and i told her my story and she said oh 427 00:18:49,669 --> 00:18:46,640 you know you've made 428 00:18:52,710 --> 00:18:49,679 and then she looked at her and she said 429 00:18:53,990 --> 00:18:52,720 i'm not supposed to do this but i really 430 00:18:56,310 --> 00:18:54,000 like you 431 00:18:58,630 --> 00:18:56,320 so i'm gonna let you on i'm gonna change 432 00:19:02,470 --> 00:18:58,640 your reservation and she got 433 00:19:06,310 --> 00:19:02,480 you know i i have so many stories 434 00:19:07,350 --> 00:19:06,320 i've created three series 435 00:19:08,150 --> 00:19:07,360 with the 436 00:19:11,510 --> 00:19:08,160 the 437 00:19:15,990 --> 00:19:12,870 premise 438 00:19:18,710 --> 00:19:16,000 that i write in born 439 00:19:21,669 --> 00:19:18,720 i created my daughter 440 00:19:24,310 --> 00:19:21,679 i had six specialists tell me i would 441 00:19:26,630 --> 00:19:24,320 never have a baby 442 00:19:29,350 --> 00:19:26,640 and i said you know what god and i have 443 00:19:32,150 --> 00:19:29,360 a different plan dude 444 00:19:35,029 --> 00:19:32,160 and i saw her 445 00:19:38,950 --> 00:19:35,039 i knew i wanted a little girl 446 00:19:40,630 --> 00:19:38,960 and i saw her and i felt her and i kept 447 00:19:43,029 --> 00:19:40,640 focused on her 448 00:19:44,789 --> 00:19:43,039 now did i have to work with an 449 00:19:46,390 --> 00:19:44,799 acupuncturist 450 00:19:49,190 --> 00:19:46,400 you bet 451 00:19:51,350 --> 00:19:49,200 and i was willing to 452 00:19:53,029 --> 00:19:51,360 did i have to 453 00:19:55,510 --> 00:19:53,039 take a film 454 00:19:58,630 --> 00:19:55,520 and go to australia 455 00:20:02,230 --> 00:19:58,640 to meet with a specialist down there 456 00:20:05,909 --> 00:20:02,240 who told me i had this huge fibroid that 457 00:20:07,590 --> 00:20:05,919 none of these other doctors could find 458 00:20:10,390 --> 00:20:07,600 but you see 459 00:20:12,710 --> 00:20:10,400 when you are clear 460 00:20:16,310 --> 00:20:12,720 and when you are committed 461 00:20:18,630 --> 00:20:16,320 the universe opens up all kinds of 462 00:20:21,830 --> 00:20:18,640 avenues to take you 463 00:20:23,990 --> 00:20:21,840 to your dream 464 00:20:26,470 --> 00:20:24,000 you know i think uh people also they 465 00:20:27,909 --> 00:20:26,480 almost become afraid when 466 00:20:29,350 --> 00:20:27,919 when they're 467 00:20:31,270 --> 00:20:29,360 it's almost like they have it ingrained 468 00:20:32,390 --> 00:20:31,280 in them that whatever you want it has to 469 00:20:35,830 --> 00:20:32,400 be hard 470 00:20:37,990 --> 00:20:35,840 you know because 471 00:20:40,310 --> 00:20:38,000 right and so uh could you maybe a little 472 00:20:41,350 --> 00:20:40,320 bit talk about you know uh that part 473 00:20:42,230 --> 00:20:41,360 about 474 00:20:44,710 --> 00:20:42,240 you know 475 00:20:46,149 --> 00:20:44,720 possibly with the actual 476 00:20:48,230 --> 00:20:46,159 you know not 477 00:20:51,190 --> 00:20:48,240 what you will call it uh um basically 478 00:20:52,789 --> 00:20:51,200 not uh using love as this throwaway word 479 00:20:54,470 --> 00:20:52,799 and then getting rid of fear are there 480 00:20:56,870 --> 00:20:54,480 any specific steps because i don't know 481 00:20:58,710 --> 00:20:56,880 why people can't just say you know okay 482 00:21:00,789 --> 00:20:58,720 go ahead and you know just do what you 483 00:21:02,630 --> 00:21:00,799 need to do right like the nike logo just 484 00:21:04,789 --> 00:21:02,640 do it they always want these one two 485 00:21:06,149 --> 00:21:04,799 three steps programs for some reason i 486 00:21:07,669 --> 00:21:06,159 don't know if it's our brains or how 487 00:21:09,350 --> 00:21:07,679 we're wired 488 00:21:11,830 --> 00:21:09,360 i'll tell you why 489 00:21:14,630 --> 00:21:11,840 because our brains 490 00:21:16,950 --> 00:21:14,640 around how we see ourselves how our we 491 00:21:18,070 --> 00:21:16,960 see our self-esteem how we see ourself 492 00:21:21,990 --> 00:21:18,080 in the world 493 00:21:26,870 --> 00:21:22,000 totally locked in by eight years old 494 00:21:29,110 --> 00:21:26,880 so whatever you were taught or modeled 495 00:21:31,909 --> 00:21:29,120 in front of you from the time of 496 00:21:34,950 --> 00:21:31,919 conception to eight years old that's how 497 00:21:37,430 --> 00:21:34,960 you think the world works 498 00:21:39,750 --> 00:21:37,440 and that's why they talk about sins of 499 00:21:42,710 --> 00:21:39,760 the fathers being passed down because 500 00:21:46,070 --> 00:21:42,720 all our parents were taught that they 501 00:21:48,789 --> 00:21:46,080 needed to struggle because their parents 502 00:21:49,750 --> 00:21:48,799 were taught that they needed to struggle 503 00:21:50,549 --> 00:21:49,760 right 504 00:21:53,430 --> 00:21:50,559 and 505 00:21:57,669 --> 00:21:55,029 we 506 00:21:58,950 --> 00:21:57,679 again as you believe it's delivered to 507 00:22:01,990 --> 00:21:58,960 you we 508 00:22:04,470 --> 00:22:02,000 have a belief system in place 509 00:22:06,950 --> 00:22:04,480 from childhood 510 00:22:10,310 --> 00:22:06,960 that if we don't struggle we won't get 511 00:22:14,470 --> 00:22:11,510 and so 512 00:22:15,990 --> 00:22:14,480 we get to our adult years and we keep 513 00:22:18,710 --> 00:22:16,000 hammering 514 00:22:20,789 --> 00:22:18,720 against all these doors that we come up 515 00:22:22,470 --> 00:22:20,799 against 516 00:22:25,430 --> 00:22:22,480 and the more 517 00:22:29,190 --> 00:22:25,440 you resist the more resistance you get 518 00:22:33,350 --> 00:22:29,200 if you try pushing against a wall 519 00:22:37,270 --> 00:22:33,360 all your all you will get is resistance 520 00:22:38,950 --> 00:22:37,280 the universe works the same way 521 00:22:40,950 --> 00:22:38,960 so i guess and then in essence they 522 00:22:43,750 --> 00:22:40,960 don't necessarily have to go down the 523 00:22:45,029 --> 00:22:43,760 path of um necessarily learning how to 524 00:22:47,750 --> 00:22:45,039 channel or anything like that because 525 00:22:49,990 --> 00:22:47,760 this it's not required for what this is 526 00:22:52,870 --> 00:22:50,000 what this is right annoying is not 527 00:22:55,669 --> 00:22:52,880 required but the steps of understanding 528 00:22:58,149 --> 00:22:55,679 the steps of creation sure are 529 00:22:59,750 --> 00:22:58,159 you have to make a clear choice you have 530 00:23:01,350 --> 00:22:59,760 to commit to it 531 00:23:02,549 --> 00:23:01,360 you have to feel 532 00:23:04,310 --> 00:23:02,559 love 533 00:23:07,029 --> 00:23:04,320 around it 534 00:23:10,149 --> 00:23:07,039 and then you know there are other steps 535 00:23:11,510 --> 00:23:10,159 that they go into in the book 536 00:23:15,830 --> 00:23:11,520 but making 537 00:23:19,270 --> 00:23:15,840 a clear choice and committing to it 538 00:23:24,149 --> 00:23:21,350 most of us 539 00:23:26,470 --> 00:23:24,159 the best analogy i can give you is 540 00:23:28,070 --> 00:23:26,480 what you want is just on the other side 541 00:23:30,710 --> 00:23:28,080 of the door 542 00:23:31,669 --> 00:23:30,720 and most of us spend our lives 543 00:23:33,510 --> 00:23:31,679 going 544 00:23:36,230 --> 00:23:33,520 all right 545 00:23:38,390 --> 00:23:36,240 i gotta walk out that door gosh am i 546 00:23:40,630 --> 00:23:38,400 safe to walk out that door i really 547 00:23:43,750 --> 00:23:40,640 don't know what's on the other side 548 00:23:45,750 --> 00:23:43,760 am i too old maybe i'm too young 549 00:23:46,870 --> 00:23:45,760 or maybe i'm too fat to walk out the 550 00:23:48,950 --> 00:23:46,880 door 551 00:23:52,070 --> 00:23:48,960 maybe i'm not supposed to walk out the 552 00:23:54,070 --> 00:23:52,080 door maybe god doesn't want me to walk 553 00:23:55,750 --> 00:23:54,080 out the door 554 00:23:58,310 --> 00:23:55,760 maybe my 555 00:23:59,430 --> 00:23:58,320 my friends and everybody are going to 556 00:24:02,310 --> 00:23:59,440 judge me 557 00:24:04,070 --> 00:24:02,320 and we spend our whole life 558 00:24:06,230 --> 00:24:04,080 doing that when all we have to do is 559 00:24:12,549 --> 00:24:06,240 walk out the door 560 00:24:12,559 --> 00:24:15,990 so well the 561 00:24:20,950 --> 00:24:18,870 you know when it comes to especially 562 00:24:22,710 --> 00:24:20,960 let's say 563 00:24:24,390 --> 00:24:22,720 you know these these certain steps that 564 00:24:27,110 --> 00:24:24,400 are sometimes in front of us you know i 565 00:24:29,269 --> 00:24:27,120 wish um um sometimes they're not that 566 00:24:30,789 --> 00:24:29,279 you know um 567 00:24:33,909 --> 00:24:30,799 because of this different fear and 568 00:24:36,149 --> 00:24:33,919 because of this lack of just wanting to 569 00:24:37,990 --> 00:24:36,159 to just grasp whatever is whatever is 570 00:24:40,710 --> 00:24:38,000 there for you to take you know i feel 571 00:24:42,789 --> 00:24:40,720 like that um people don't don't even 572 00:24:45,590 --> 00:24:42,799 just pick up on the subtle things that 573 00:24:46,789 --> 00:24:45,600 are just right there for example like if 574 00:24:48,630 --> 00:24:46,799 they 575 00:24:51,990 --> 00:24:48,640 there's always a first step right to 576 00:24:54,310 --> 00:24:52,000 something let's say um they if i let's 577 00:24:56,870 --> 00:24:54,320 for example use the uh to be an actor 578 00:24:59,350 --> 00:24:56,880 actress right they immediately expect a 579 00:25:01,830 --> 00:24:59,360 phone call from this big company to call 580 00:25:03,909 --> 00:25:01,840 them and sign them and then they're on 581 00:25:06,149 --> 00:25:03,919 they're not realizing that hey maybe 582 00:25:08,230 --> 00:25:06,159 this you know local you know theater 583 00:25:09,750 --> 00:25:08,240 group would like you to play this part 584 00:25:11,269 --> 00:25:09,760 and then from there it might build to 585 00:25:12,549 --> 00:25:11,279 something it's something else but 586 00:25:14,310 --> 00:25:12,559 they're always like no no no i'm gonna 587 00:25:15,990 --> 00:25:14,320 hold up for something better no no no 588 00:25:17,750 --> 00:25:16,000 i'm waiting for the for the big part 589 00:25:19,190 --> 00:25:17,760 that you know they don't realize that 590 00:25:21,350 --> 00:25:19,200 even the smallest 591 00:25:24,470 --> 00:25:21,360 obscure things you know is what will 592 00:25:26,710 --> 00:25:24,480 eventually get you where you need to go 593 00:25:28,870 --> 00:25:26,720 well i think a lot of people do that so 594 00:25:30,630 --> 00:25:28,880 they won't get there 595 00:25:31,510 --> 00:25:30,640 uh i see 596 00:25:34,230 --> 00:25:31,520 yeah 597 00:25:35,909 --> 00:25:34,240 they live in that illusion instead of 598 00:25:39,590 --> 00:25:35,919 being willing 599 00:25:40,830 --> 00:25:39,600 to take whatever steps they need to take 600 00:25:53,669 --> 00:25:40,840 i 601 00:25:56,710 --> 00:25:53,679 so 602 00:26:00,710 --> 00:25:56,720 never been out of kansas in my life 603 00:26:02,870 --> 00:26:00,720 moved to new york city by myself 604 00:26:17,669 --> 00:26:02,880 i 605 00:26:20,390 --> 00:26:17,679 for an unknown 606 00:26:23,750 --> 00:26:20,400 to star in the lead part 607 00:26:26,549 --> 00:26:23,760 so i wrote him this letter 608 00:26:28,470 --> 00:26:26,559 cheesiest letter oh my god i wish i 609 00:26:30,630 --> 00:26:28,480 still had a copy of it 610 00:26:32,310 --> 00:26:30,640 took the cheesiest picture 611 00:26:35,029 --> 00:26:32,320 and i sent it off 612 00:26:37,350 --> 00:26:35,039 to hal prince three weeks later his 613 00:26:39,750 --> 00:26:37,360 secretary called and said mr prince 614 00:26:43,350 --> 00:26:39,760 would like to fly you to new york to 615 00:26:44,870 --> 00:26:43,360 audition for a little night music 616 00:26:47,350 --> 00:26:44,880 i said oh 617 00:26:48,549 --> 00:26:47,360 what day does he need me well it just so 618 00:26:50,549 --> 00:26:48,559 happened 619 00:26:53,510 --> 00:26:50,559 i already had 620 00:26:56,070 --> 00:26:53,520 booked a flight i had my ticket you know 621 00:26:57,029 --> 00:26:56,080 stupid me he would have flown me first 622 00:26:58,070 --> 00:26:57,039 class 623 00:27:01,029 --> 00:26:58,080 but 624 00:27:05,110 --> 00:27:01,039 the first day in new york i got down to 625 00:27:11,190 --> 00:27:07,830 in auditioning for hal prince 626 00:27:12,070 --> 00:27:11,200 when i got out here to la 627 00:27:13,750 --> 00:27:12,080 it 628 00:27:15,669 --> 00:27:13,760 you couldn't get on 629 00:27:17,750 --> 00:27:15,679 the lots 630 00:27:19,430 --> 00:27:17,760 so i said 631 00:27:22,389 --> 00:27:19,440 i'm gonna bake some chocolate chip 632 00:27:25,110 --> 00:27:22,399 cookies and i'm gonna wrap them up like 633 00:27:27,269 --> 00:27:25,120 you know some big fancy thing and 634 00:27:29,190 --> 00:27:27,279 and i pulled up to the guard gate and i 635 00:27:31,669 --> 00:27:29,200 said i have deliveries he said yeah go 636 00:27:34,710 --> 00:27:31,679 on through 637 00:27:36,789 --> 00:27:34,720 and that's how i got my first part i was 638 00:27:40,070 --> 00:27:36,799 delivering cookies 639 00:27:42,710 --> 00:27:40,080 to the head of casting at universal 640 00:27:45,510 --> 00:27:42,720 and he said oh come on in i want to meet 641 00:27:47,590 --> 00:27:45,520 you and as i was sitting there they 642 00:27:49,029 --> 00:27:47,600 called from the set 643 00:27:50,789 --> 00:27:49,039 that 644 00:27:54,230 --> 00:27:50,799 the girl who was supposed to play the 645 00:27:57,269 --> 00:27:54,240 waitress who had five lines was sick 646 00:27:59,110 --> 00:27:57,279 and and that was the first scene up and 647 00:28:00,950 --> 00:27:59,120 he covered the phone he looked at me and 648 00:28:04,230 --> 00:28:00,960 said what size do you wear i said what 649 00:28:06,549 --> 00:28:04,240 size do you need any i'll get in it 650 00:28:08,630 --> 00:28:06,559 and that was my first 651 00:28:11,430 --> 00:28:08,640 but you see 652 00:28:16,470 --> 00:28:11,440 you have to be willing to play 653 00:28:17,909 --> 00:28:16,480 you have to be willing to go out there 654 00:28:18,870 --> 00:28:17,919 joyfully 655 00:28:22,710 --> 00:28:18,880 right 656 00:28:25,990 --> 00:28:22,720 you need to do 657 00:28:27,110 --> 00:28:26,000 within your moral boundaries 658 00:28:31,669 --> 00:28:27,120 that 659 00:28:34,549 --> 00:28:31,679 you get to the next step 660 00:28:36,789 --> 00:28:34,559 i what my first film was a religious 661 00:28:38,470 --> 00:28:36,799 film 662 00:28:41,510 --> 00:28:38,480 and i said you know 663 00:28:42,830 --> 00:28:41,520 i'm going to invite 10 of the biggest 664 00:28:44,470 --> 00:28:42,840 uh 665 00:28:46,630 --> 00:28:44,480 agents 666 00:28:49,669 --> 00:28:46,640 that would handle somebody like me at 667 00:28:51,510 --> 00:28:49,679 this point in my career to see this film 668 00:28:52,389 --> 00:28:51,520 i'm gonna read a little 669 00:28:55,830 --> 00:28:52,399 uh 670 00:28:57,269 --> 00:28:55,840 film viewing place and 671 00:28:59,590 --> 00:28:57,279 everybody 672 00:29:01,669 --> 00:28:59,600 said are you kidding me 673 00:29:03,029 --> 00:29:01,679 they're going to laugh you out of that 674 00:29:05,190 --> 00:29:03,039 room dee 675 00:29:06,389 --> 00:29:05,200 they are going to laugh you out of that 676 00:29:08,470 --> 00:29:06,399 room no 677 00:29:10,310 --> 00:29:08,480 hollywood agent's going to sit there and 678 00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:10,320 watch a religious film 679 00:29:15,029 --> 00:29:11,760 well i said 680 00:29:16,230 --> 00:29:15,039 you know what if they 681 00:29:19,430 --> 00:29:16,240 can't see 682 00:29:21,590 --> 00:29:19,440 my acting in this film i don't want him 683 00:29:24,470 --> 00:29:21,600 to represent me anyway 684 00:29:27,190 --> 00:29:24,480 do you know eight of the nine agents 685 00:29:29,029 --> 00:29:27,200 that were there wanted to 686 00:29:30,470 --> 00:29:29,039 represent me 687 00:29:31,269 --> 00:29:30,480 well 688 00:29:33,510 --> 00:29:31,279 but 689 00:29:34,710 --> 00:29:33,520 i couldn't listen to everybody else's 690 00:29:38,470 --> 00:29:34,720 fears 691 00:29:40,389 --> 00:29:38,480 i had to stand in my knowing 692 00:29:42,549 --> 00:29:40,399 that i saw that film 693 00:29:46,630 --> 00:29:42,559 and i was good in it 694 00:29:49,830 --> 00:29:48,230 right 695 00:29:51,430 --> 00:29:49,840 you know as you you're telling me the 696 00:29:53,590 --> 00:29:51,440 story in just the way you know you're 697 00:29:57,190 --> 00:29:53,600 speaking about the things you've written 698 00:29:59,590 --> 00:29:57,200 in bourne it's it just seems like that 699 00:30:02,549 --> 00:29:59,600 victim mentality is like just not 700 00:30:07,510 --> 00:30:04,789 i have learned 701 00:30:09,510 --> 00:30:07,520 that that doesn't serve you ever at all 702 00:30:11,029 --> 00:30:09,520 in any scenario 703 00:30:15,510 --> 00:30:11,039 right 704 00:30:17,510 --> 00:30:15,520 you know just i'm i'm i'm excited to 705 00:30:19,590 --> 00:30:17,520 hear that too you know because i mean at 706 00:30:21,350 --> 00:30:19,600 the end of the day um 707 00:30:23,269 --> 00:30:21,360 it's your life i would think right you 708 00:30:25,110 --> 00:30:23,279 know you have to you'll you're living it 709 00:30:27,029 --> 00:30:25,120 and it's like if you don't take any 710 00:30:28,789 --> 00:30:27,039 steps and constantly hold yourself back 711 00:30:30,950 --> 00:30:28,799 because of some 712 00:30:33,350 --> 00:30:30,960 you know excuse you make up and and you 713 00:30:34,870 --> 00:30:33,360 know continue being a victim then that's 714 00:30:36,789 --> 00:30:34,880 that's the story of your life that's 715 00:30:38,230 --> 00:30:36,799 going to be the story of your life until 716 00:30:41,029 --> 00:30:38,240 the end of your life 717 00:30:44,789 --> 00:30:41,039 and that's what most of us do 718 00:30:47,190 --> 00:30:44,799 we keep telling our stories 719 00:30:49,750 --> 00:30:47,200 and keep defining ourself through the 720 00:30:50,789 --> 00:30:49,760 limitations of those stories you know 721 00:30:51,990 --> 00:30:50,799 guys 722 00:30:57,190 --> 00:30:52,000 i was 723 00:31:01,350 --> 00:30:58,789 my father 724 00:31:04,389 --> 00:31:01,360 was a salesman 725 00:31:05,990 --> 00:31:04,399 who because of the war became a severe 726 00:31:08,310 --> 00:31:06,000 alcoholic 727 00:31:10,710 --> 00:31:08,320 pretty much most of my life from the 728 00:31:12,549 --> 00:31:10,720 time i can remember even 729 00:31:13,990 --> 00:31:12,559 seven or eight 730 00:31:18,149 --> 00:31:14,000 um 731 00:31:24,789 --> 00:31:21,830 but she was also a wonderful actress in 732 00:31:26,389 --> 00:31:24,799 community theater 733 00:31:28,549 --> 00:31:26,399 my grandmother 734 00:31:31,990 --> 00:31:28,559 uh 735 00:31:34,710 --> 00:31:32,000 was a beautiful artist 736 00:31:37,990 --> 00:31:34,720 never did anything outside of the home 737 00:31:41,190 --> 00:31:38,000 but beautiful pastel painter so there 738 00:31:43,350 --> 00:31:41,200 was a lot of creativity 739 00:31:45,110 --> 00:31:43,360 in my house but 740 00:31:47,590 --> 00:31:45,120 my father when i was 741 00:31:49,509 --> 00:31:47,600 a senior in high school shot himself in 742 00:31:50,630 --> 00:31:49,519 the head 743 00:31:52,870 --> 00:31:50,640 so 744 00:31:54,470 --> 00:31:52,880 you know i have a lot of 745 00:31:56,950 --> 00:31:54,480 stories 746 00:31:59,509 --> 00:31:56,960 that i could have used well i 747 00:32:01,590 --> 00:31:59,519 i can't do this because that happened to 748 00:32:03,909 --> 00:32:01,600 me when i was little and 749 00:32:05,509 --> 00:32:03,919 you know and i've got all these memories 750 00:32:07,430 --> 00:32:05,519 and 751 00:32:10,230 --> 00:32:07,440 what's the point 752 00:32:11,350 --> 00:32:10,240 i you know da i work with this brain 753 00:32:14,310 --> 00:32:11,360 expert 754 00:32:16,070 --> 00:32:14,320 called dana dana wilde and i love the 755 00:32:18,630 --> 00:32:16,080 way she puts it she said you know 756 00:32:21,590 --> 00:32:18,640 there's nothing wrong with your story 757 00:32:24,389 --> 00:32:21,600 except you keep telling it 758 00:32:25,669 --> 00:32:24,399 and if we keep telling our stories 759 00:32:29,029 --> 00:32:25,679 we are 760 00:32:32,950 --> 00:32:29,039 literally directing energy 761 00:32:35,990 --> 00:32:32,960 to keep creating itself in our lives 762 00:32:41,190 --> 00:32:39,190 dee i wanted to um ask 763 00:32:43,509 --> 00:32:41,200 i want to ask you one more question and 764 00:32:46,470 --> 00:32:43,519 i was thinking first maybe i'll go into 765 00:32:49,190 --> 00:32:46,480 some q a to see what kind of questions 766 00:32:51,110 --> 00:32:49,200 people might have um i wanted to ask you 767 00:32:53,669 --> 00:32:51,120 uh there's this other part that when i 768 00:32:55,669 --> 00:32:53,679 was looking over in preparation for for 769 00:32:58,710 --> 00:32:55,679 the show can you speak to me a little 770 00:32:59,669 --> 00:32:58,720 bit about the i love mies 771 00:33:04,029 --> 00:32:59,679 oh 772 00:33:07,830 --> 00:33:04,039 that's my that's my children's book 773 00:33:11,190 --> 00:33:07,840 bupalapaloo and the i love me oh yeah 774 00:33:13,110 --> 00:33:11,200 and it's it is available on amazon and 775 00:33:16,389 --> 00:33:13,120 barnes noble also 776 00:33:19,990 --> 00:33:16,399 um because i 777 00:33:22,149 --> 00:33:20,000 i just know how important it is because 778 00:33:23,190 --> 00:33:22,159 our brains are locked in at eight years 779 00:33:26,630 --> 00:33:23,200 old 780 00:33:29,590 --> 00:33:26,640 if we were all taught 781 00:33:34,389 --> 00:33:32,870 the true cores of creation when we were 782 00:33:36,950 --> 00:33:34,399 young 783 00:33:39,190 --> 00:33:36,960 my god how much more powerful would we 784 00:33:40,310 --> 00:33:39,200 all be how much 785 00:33:42,870 --> 00:33:40,320 happier 786 00:33:45,590 --> 00:33:42,880 would we all be and so 787 00:33:48,149 --> 00:33:45,600 the first book of bapalapaloo in the i 788 00:33:51,029 --> 00:33:48,159 love me's 789 00:33:54,230 --> 00:33:51,039 teaches the little boy in the book 790 00:33:55,029 --> 00:33:54,240 that he's got to choose who he wants to 791 00:33:57,830 --> 00:33:55,039 be 792 00:33:59,830 --> 00:33:57,840 you know he's daddy says i'm not strong 793 00:34:01,750 --> 00:33:59,840 enough and grandma says i'm not old 794 00:34:04,470 --> 00:34:01,760 enough and mom says 795 00:34:05,509 --> 00:34:04,480 i'm not a good enough friend and buppa 796 00:34:08,069 --> 00:34:05,519 says 797 00:34:09,190 --> 00:34:08,079 but you haven't asked the most important 798 00:34:12,149 --> 00:34:09,200 person 799 00:34:14,550 --> 00:34:12,159 and the little boy goes who is that and 800 00:34:16,470 --> 00:34:14,560 bubba says you 801 00:34:18,149 --> 00:34:16,480 who do you choose 802 00:34:22,230 --> 00:34:18,159 you want to be 803 00:34:24,149 --> 00:34:22,240 because we've got to start early giving 804 00:34:26,389 --> 00:34:24,159 our kids 805 00:34:29,270 --> 00:34:26,399 the definition 806 00:34:31,349 --> 00:34:29,280 of their magnificence 807 00:34:34,629 --> 00:34:31,359 so that they can learn 808 00:34:37,109 --> 00:34:34,639 to define themselves and create the life 809 00:34:39,510 --> 00:34:37,119 they want 810 00:34:42,149 --> 00:34:39,520 well uh i'm glad uh that you have that 811 00:34:44,310 --> 00:34:42,159 especially because i have um uh eight 812 00:34:46,550 --> 00:34:44,320 months old a four four-year-old and a 813 00:34:48,869 --> 00:34:46,560 fourteen-year-old and i wish we started 814 00:34:49,669 --> 00:34:48,879 with the year old a lot sooner because 815 00:34:51,589 --> 00:34:49,679 um 816 00:34:54,149 --> 00:34:51,599 this would be you know 817 00:34:55,990 --> 00:34:54,159 when i sit back is i feel like parents 818 00:34:58,470 --> 00:34:56,000 don't take enough action in their kids 819 00:35:00,470 --> 00:34:58,480 life to to teach them their values and 820 00:35:02,390 --> 00:35:00,480 and what they feel like you know it's 821 00:35:04,630 --> 00:35:02,400 important as you know to be part of the 822 00:35:07,109 --> 00:35:04,640 family and what the family stands for 823 00:35:09,510 --> 00:35:07,119 and uh they teach them the wrong 824 00:35:10,950 --> 00:35:09,520 values right yeah especially if the 825 00:35:13,990 --> 00:35:10,960 parents don't have them to begin with 826 00:35:16,390 --> 00:35:14,000 that you know i can see that so most 827 00:35:18,950 --> 00:35:16,400 kids are taught sit down shut up be 828 00:35:21,510 --> 00:35:18,960 quiet don't bother us that was my 829 00:35:23,349 --> 00:35:21,520 upbringing don't ask questions 830 00:35:24,950 --> 00:35:23,359 because i said so that was that was my 831 00:35:26,310 --> 00:35:24,960 parents favorite answer because i said 832 00:35:27,190 --> 00:35:26,320 so 833 00:35:31,510 --> 00:35:27,200 yeah 834 00:35:35,030 --> 00:35:31,520 but you see that i mean i got so much 835 00:35:37,030 --> 00:35:35,040 flack from my family the way i raised my 836 00:35:38,230 --> 00:35:37,040 daughter gabrielle 837 00:35:38,950 --> 00:35:38,240 um 838 00:35:45,510 --> 00:35:38,960 you 839 00:35:46,710 --> 00:35:45,520 too many 840 00:35:49,589 --> 00:35:46,720 uh 841 00:35:50,870 --> 00:35:49,599 too many rights right to say what she 842 00:35:53,030 --> 00:35:50,880 thinks 843 00:35:54,790 --> 00:35:53,040 and all that well 844 00:35:59,270 --> 00:35:54,800 look at her today 845 00:36:00,310 --> 00:35:59,280 she has two best-selling books out 846 00:36:03,190 --> 00:36:00,320 she 847 00:36:05,589 --> 00:36:03,200 has a top podcast on 848 00:36:07,109 --> 00:36:05,599 she has just been offered to direct her 849 00:36:08,790 --> 00:36:07,119 first film 850 00:36:12,390 --> 00:36:08,800 i mean 851 00:36:15,670 --> 00:36:12,400 yeah i'm really proud that i taught her 852 00:36:18,150 --> 00:36:15,680 to be a very strong woman when she was 853 00:36:20,550 --> 00:36:18,160 four years old 854 00:36:23,510 --> 00:36:20,560 that's wonderful yeah that no that's a 855 00:36:25,270 --> 00:36:23,520 perfect example but for example of a 856 00:36:27,589 --> 00:36:25,280 working strategy i guess for lack of a 857 00:36:30,069 --> 00:36:27,599 better word 858 00:36:31,510 --> 00:36:30,079 so um a deal i figured we're going to 859 00:36:33,349 --> 00:36:31,520 some questions let me just talk to the 860 00:36:35,510 --> 00:36:33,359 audience real quick uh for those listed 861 00:36:37,190 --> 00:36:35,520 on telegram if you raise your hand if 862 00:36:38,310 --> 00:36:37,200 you would like to ask a question 863 00:36:40,550 --> 00:36:38,320 directly 864 00:36:42,069 --> 00:36:40,560 just click that little fella that looks 865 00:36:44,790 --> 00:36:42,079 like they're raising their hand that 866 00:36:46,470 --> 00:36:44,800 will put you in my queue and um 867 00:36:48,630 --> 00:36:46,480 some of i have already submitted some 868 00:36:50,230 --> 00:36:48,640 question in chat and i appreciate them 869 00:36:52,870 --> 00:36:50,240 using the three asterisks before the 870 00:36:54,710 --> 00:36:52,880 question it just helps me it pops out at 871 00:36:56,950 --> 00:36:54,720 me a lot easier and i know it's meant 872 00:36:58,550 --> 00:36:56,960 for the guests so um 873 00:37:00,230 --> 00:36:58,560 i figured let's uh let's get started 874 00:37:02,390 --> 00:37:00,240 with the first question the first one is 875 00:37:04,630 --> 00:37:02,400 from labels369 876 00:37:07,349 --> 00:37:04,640 asking how did you bypass the training 877 00:37:09,750 --> 00:37:07,359 of your early childhood we were you 878 00:37:13,030 --> 00:37:09,760 reared with less negative negativity 879 00:37:19,190 --> 00:37:15,910 i believe i was 880 00:37:22,710 --> 00:37:19,200 and i lived in a very 881 00:37:24,630 --> 00:37:22,720 i lived in a house of dichotomy 882 00:37:27,589 --> 00:37:24,640 there was a lot of love 883 00:37:30,630 --> 00:37:27,599 and there was a lot of trauma 884 00:37:34,829 --> 00:37:32,790 i think i knew 885 00:37:36,630 --> 00:37:34,839 innately within 886 00:37:40,230 --> 00:37:36,640 me 887 00:37:42,069 --> 00:37:40,240 that if i was going to pull myself out 888 00:37:48,310 --> 00:37:42,079 of where i was 889 00:37:52,950 --> 00:37:50,470 i had a lot of support 890 00:37:53,829 --> 00:37:52,960 from my mother even though when i told 891 00:37:55,829 --> 00:37:53,839 her i 892 00:37:58,470 --> 00:37:55,839 wanted to be an actress and i was going 893 00:37:59,430 --> 00:37:58,480 to new york she said oh dede 894 00:38:04,310 --> 00:37:59,440 can you 895 00:38:06,310 --> 00:38:04,320 kansas 896 00:38:08,550 --> 00:38:06,320 you know because 897 00:38:10,710 --> 00:38:08,560 parents have their own fears and they 898 00:38:12,069 --> 00:38:10,720 want to protect us 899 00:38:15,030 --> 00:38:12,079 but 900 00:38:16,230 --> 00:38:15,040 i'm telling all of you 901 00:38:22,069 --> 00:38:16,240 you 902 00:38:24,390 --> 00:38:22,079 no one can feel a feeling 903 00:38:27,270 --> 00:38:24,400 think of thought 904 00:38:28,470 --> 00:38:27,280 hold a belief or a perspective 905 00:38:30,710 --> 00:38:28,480 that you 906 00:38:34,150 --> 00:38:30,720 do not choose 907 00:38:36,950 --> 00:38:34,160 consciously or unconsciously 908 00:38:39,510 --> 00:38:36,960 that's why we were given free will to 909 00:38:44,069 --> 00:38:39,520 create ourselves on this plane 910 00:38:47,910 --> 00:38:44,079 so if you want to change your life 911 00:38:50,230 --> 00:38:47,920 look within you and start seeing where 912 00:38:52,710 --> 00:38:50,240 you can be happier 913 00:38:55,270 --> 00:38:52,720 where you can be more joyful 914 00:38:57,670 --> 00:38:55,280 where you can give yourself freedom 915 00:39:00,150 --> 00:38:57,680 where all the ways that you can find to 916 00:39:02,230 --> 00:39:00,160 love yourself 917 00:39:04,710 --> 00:39:02,240 because 918 00:39:06,790 --> 00:39:04,720 you're very powerful guys 919 00:39:10,950 --> 00:39:06,800 you're so powerful 920 00:39:12,470 --> 00:39:10,960 but you have to choose to use that power 921 00:39:14,550 --> 00:39:12,480 thank you for that 922 00:39:15,829 --> 00:39:14,560 uh the next question is from edward 923 00:39:18,630 --> 00:39:15,839 asking 924 00:39:21,349 --> 00:39:18,640 uh okay that the story of my life how 925 00:39:22,950 --> 00:39:21,359 can we reprogram our brain to eliminate 926 00:39:26,150 --> 00:39:22,960 these thoughts 927 00:39:28,790 --> 00:39:26,160 okay good question and it's easier than 928 00:39:33,109 --> 00:39:28,800 you think 929 00:39:34,710 --> 00:39:33,119 the simple answer is be conscious 930 00:39:36,870 --> 00:39:34,720 so 931 00:39:40,950 --> 00:39:36,880 for example if i get up in the morning 932 00:39:43,030 --> 00:39:40,960 and go oh my god i look so fat 933 00:39:45,109 --> 00:39:43,040 i stop and i go 934 00:39:47,109 --> 00:39:45,119 deanna 935 00:39:48,630 --> 00:39:47,119 is that thought really going to get you 936 00:39:50,069 --> 00:39:48,640 what you want 937 00:39:52,630 --> 00:39:50,079 do you think 938 00:39:54,710 --> 00:39:52,640 everybody out there is going to hire a 939 00:39:56,630 --> 00:39:54,720 fat actress 940 00:39:59,270 --> 00:39:56,640 do you think anybody out there is going 941 00:40:02,230 --> 00:39:59,280 to want to play with somebody who's 942 00:40:05,270 --> 00:40:02,240 judging themselves all the time deanna 943 00:40:07,670 --> 00:40:05,280 you are already in the toilet and you're 944 00:40:10,550 --> 00:40:07,680 ready to flush yourself down would you 945 00:40:12,390 --> 00:40:10,560 like to choose a new thought 946 00:40:15,910 --> 00:40:12,400 and i go 947 00:40:18,470 --> 00:40:15,920 yeah i think i'm going to love my body 948 00:40:20,309 --> 00:40:18,480 i think i'm just going to love me the 949 00:40:21,910 --> 00:40:20,319 way i am 950 00:40:24,550 --> 00:40:21,920 and i'm going to know that there are 951 00:40:27,349 --> 00:40:24,560 other people out there that are going to 952 00:40:29,190 --> 00:40:27,359 love me the way i am and that's what i'm 953 00:40:31,670 --> 00:40:29,200 putting out there today 954 00:40:35,270 --> 00:40:34,470 you know self-talk if you do it in that 955 00:40:36,550 --> 00:40:35,280 way 956 00:40:39,270 --> 00:40:36,560 what it does 957 00:40:41,349 --> 00:40:39,280 is you literally start laughing i heard 958 00:40:44,309 --> 00:40:41,359 somebody giggle right 959 00:40:47,190 --> 00:40:44,319 you start laughing and what that does is 960 00:40:50,390 --> 00:40:47,200 it disconnects you 961 00:40:55,430 --> 00:40:50,400 from that victim place that you're in 962 00:40:57,430 --> 00:40:55,440 so that then you can literally choose 963 00:40:58,550 --> 00:40:57,440 the thought or the feeling that you want 964 00:41:02,470 --> 00:40:58,560 to have 965 00:41:07,349 --> 00:41:05,990 so oh my god i never have enough money 966 00:41:11,349 --> 00:41:07,359 we'll never 967 00:41:15,349 --> 00:41:12,150 but 968 00:41:17,109 --> 00:41:15,359 if you stop and go 969 00:41:20,150 --> 00:41:17,119 i love money 970 00:41:21,670 --> 00:41:20,160 i love having money 971 00:41:25,829 --> 00:41:21,680 i do 972 00:41:28,470 --> 00:41:25,839 that money 973 00:41:31,670 --> 00:41:28,480 well i could help people i could buy 974 00:41:34,390 --> 00:41:31,680 things for my daughter i could 975 00:41:36,870 --> 00:41:34,400 give to all the charities that i love to 976 00:41:38,870 --> 00:41:36,880 give to i could pay my mom's house off 977 00:41:40,230 --> 00:41:38,880 which i did 978 00:41:42,470 --> 00:41:40,240 you know 979 00:41:43,990 --> 00:41:42,480 money feels good 980 00:41:46,230 --> 00:41:44,000 yeah 981 00:41:49,109 --> 00:41:46,240 i love money 982 00:41:50,390 --> 00:41:49,119 i'm gonna be the vibration of money i'm 983 00:41:52,790 --> 00:41:50,400 going to be 984 00:41:55,430 --> 00:41:52,800 the vibration of money 985 00:41:56,950 --> 00:41:55,440 i'm not going to try and get money i'm 986 00:42:00,069 --> 00:41:56,960 going to be 987 00:42:04,390 --> 00:42:00,079 money and then money finds you i promise 988 00:42:06,950 --> 00:42:04,400 you it's crazy to watch just like et 989 00:42:12,150 --> 00:42:08,390 great thank you for that 990 00:42:14,150 --> 00:42:12,160 uh the next question is from jj asking 991 00:42:16,950 --> 00:42:14,160 curious what ms wallace remembers 992 00:42:20,069 --> 00:42:16,960 regarding the et mandela effect 993 00:42:22,950 --> 00:42:20,079 does she remember et saying phone home 994 00:42:25,589 --> 00:42:22,960 or home phone when et points out the 995 00:42:29,430 --> 00:42:26,950 e.t 996 00:42:30,950 --> 00:42:29,440 always says phone home 997 00:42:32,470 --> 00:42:30,960 okay 998 00:42:35,670 --> 00:42:32,480 all right 999 00:42:39,510 --> 00:42:35,680 because and let me explain 1000 00:42:44,470 --> 00:42:40,870 creation 1001 00:42:47,109 --> 00:42:44,480 has to start within you 1002 00:42:50,390 --> 00:42:47,119 and that was one of et's message 1003 00:42:52,550 --> 00:42:50,400 because if you shut off your heart and 1004 00:42:55,109 --> 00:42:52,560 you shut down your heart 1005 00:42:58,069 --> 00:42:55,119 you cannot send 1006 00:43:01,510 --> 00:42:58,079 that positive light frequency out into 1007 00:43:02,790 --> 00:43:01,520 the electromagnetic universe 1008 00:43:04,630 --> 00:43:02,800 you can't 1009 00:43:07,589 --> 00:43:04,640 phone home 1010 00:43:09,750 --> 00:43:07,599 if you shut yourself down and what most 1011 00:43:12,390 --> 00:43:09,760 of us believe is 1012 00:43:16,550 --> 00:43:12,400 if we get in fear or 1013 00:43:19,270 --> 00:43:16,560 challenged in any way we shut down to 1014 00:43:21,430 --> 00:43:19,280 protect ourselves which is the worst 1015 00:43:23,829 --> 00:43:21,440 thing you can do 1016 00:43:26,950 --> 00:43:23,839 you you want to consciously open your 1017 00:43:29,589 --> 00:43:26,960 heart open your chakras 1018 00:43:31,990 --> 00:43:29,599 so that the energy can flow through you 1019 00:43:35,589 --> 00:43:32,000 look guys you've heard it 1020 00:43:38,230 --> 00:43:35,599 in so many look at peter pan think happy 1021 00:43:41,430 --> 00:43:38,240 thoughts and you fly 1022 00:43:43,270 --> 00:43:41,440 uh the wizard of oz you had the power 1023 00:43:44,950 --> 00:43:43,280 all along dorothy 1024 00:43:46,790 --> 00:43:44,960 to go back home 1025 00:43:48,790 --> 00:43:46,800 e.t 1026 00:43:50,870 --> 00:43:48,800 keep your heart light open 1027 00:43:54,150 --> 00:43:50,880 and you get home 1028 00:43:57,349 --> 00:43:54,160 we hear it and we hear it and we hear it 1029 00:44:01,349 --> 00:43:58,790 great thank you 1030 00:44:04,630 --> 00:44:01,359 um the next next 1031 00:44:07,270 --> 00:44:04,640 question is from um meows 1032 00:44:09,430 --> 00:44:07,280 basically asking how to let go of family 1033 00:44:13,190 --> 00:44:09,440 members who have been distant 1034 00:44:20,069 --> 00:44:15,910 okay well my first question to you is 1035 00:44:26,150 --> 00:44:23,030 do you need them for your self-esteem do 1036 00:44:28,630 --> 00:44:26,160 you need to feel like you're in control 1037 00:44:31,109 --> 00:44:28,640 by getting them back 1038 00:44:33,030 --> 00:44:31,119 do you feel guilty 1039 00:44:36,710 --> 00:44:33,040 because you think you've done something 1040 00:44:42,550 --> 00:44:39,109 the guiding statement that i give all my 1041 00:44:45,109 --> 00:44:42,560 clients is do not throw your pearls 1042 00:44:48,550 --> 00:44:45,119 before swine 1043 00:44:50,470 --> 00:44:48,560 and what that means is 1044 00:44:52,710 --> 00:44:50,480 if there are those in your life 1045 00:44:54,390 --> 00:44:52,720 who are not willing to receive the love 1046 00:44:57,829 --> 00:44:54,400 from you 1047 00:45:01,510 --> 00:44:59,589 why 1048 00:45:05,750 --> 00:45:01,520 go take your love 1049 00:45:09,270 --> 00:45:05,760 to someone who does who wants it 1050 00:45:11,349 --> 00:45:09,280 who wants that interaction 1051 00:45:14,870 --> 00:45:11,359 and who will 1052 00:45:18,150 --> 00:45:14,880 respect and honor you 1053 00:45:20,390 --> 00:45:18,160 in the way you deserve to be respected 1054 00:45:24,069 --> 00:45:20,400 and honored 1055 00:45:25,829 --> 00:45:24,079 i hope that answered your question 1056 00:45:28,790 --> 00:45:25,839 great thank you dee well dee we're 1057 00:45:30,790 --> 00:45:28,800 coming close to to our uh uh conclusion 1058 00:45:32,790 --> 00:45:30,800 of the interview i wanted to ask you if 1059 00:45:35,430 --> 00:45:32,800 you could leave us with some final 1060 00:45:38,870 --> 00:45:35,440 thoughts before we sign off 1061 00:45:41,349 --> 00:45:38,880 yes guys that the biggest message my 1062 00:45:44,390 --> 00:45:41,359 channel always brings through 1063 00:45:46,790 --> 00:45:44,400 is love yourself and love yourself 1064 00:45:49,430 --> 00:45:46,800 and love yourself more 1065 00:45:52,069 --> 00:45:49,440 because really 1066 00:45:54,390 --> 00:45:52,079 that has to be in place 1067 00:45:57,190 --> 00:45:54,400 for your creation process 1068 00:45:59,430 --> 00:45:57,200 to bring about all the desires of your 1069 00:46:01,589 --> 00:45:59,440 heart 1070 00:46:05,109 --> 00:46:01,599 and it's easy 1071 00:46:07,670 --> 00:46:06,390 and 1072 00:46:10,790 --> 00:46:07,680 i will 1073 00:46:12,950 --> 00:46:10,800 show everybody right now i want you 1074 00:46:14,950 --> 00:46:12,960 to pick a love place 1075 00:46:17,190 --> 00:46:14,960 and that's anything that makes your 1076 00:46:19,990 --> 00:46:17,200 heart open and makes you smile i go 1077 00:46:24,390 --> 00:46:20,000 right to my doggie 1078 00:46:28,710 --> 00:46:24,400 or my beautiful hawaii that i love 1079 00:46:31,270 --> 00:46:28,720 or my daughter when she was a baby 1080 00:46:34,230 --> 00:46:31,280 so find something 1081 00:46:36,790 --> 00:46:34,240 that is your love place 1082 00:46:38,950 --> 00:46:36,800 and just close your eyes go to your 1083 00:46:40,630 --> 00:46:38,960 heart center and you know where that is 1084 00:46:41,670 --> 00:46:40,640 and just 1085 00:46:46,630 --> 00:46:41,680 feel 1086 00:46:46,640 --> 00:46:53,670 and just let it expand just wallow in it 1087 00:46:59,829 --> 00:46:55,349 and now choose 1088 00:47:04,470 --> 00:47:01,510 if you 1089 00:47:07,750 --> 00:47:04,480 know how to love anything 1090 00:47:09,670 --> 00:47:07,760 you know how to love yourself 1091 00:47:11,270 --> 00:47:09,680 practice it 1092 00:47:17,430 --> 00:47:11,280 and 1093 00:47:21,910 --> 00:47:19,829 dee that was great thank you very much 1094 00:47:23,990 --> 00:47:21,920 again for all your messages today and 1095 00:47:26,710 --> 00:47:24,000 for being on and speaking to everyone 1096 00:47:28,150 --> 00:47:26,720 here so um 1097 00:47:30,230 --> 00:47:28,160 let me let me finish up with the 1098 00:47:33,510 --> 00:47:30,240 audience uh please don't log off for me 1099 00:47:35,349 --> 00:47:33,520 and uh then we'll conclude here so 1100 00:47:38,069 --> 00:47:35,359 everyone else watching thank you all 1101 00:47:40,870 --> 00:47:38,079 very much for tuning in um as always the 1102 00:47:43,910 --> 00:47:40,880 link to this book uh 1103 00:47:46,150 --> 00:47:43,920 born giving birth to a new you and her 1104 00:47:47,349 --> 00:47:46,160 website and i'm sure it's many other 1105 00:47:48,230 --> 00:47:47,359 things that she 1106 00:47:50,470 --> 00:47:48,240 has 1107 00:47:53,190 --> 00:47:50,480 for you to look at and and 1108 00:47:56,549 --> 00:47:53,200 to offer please do go check it out it's 1109 00:47:57,990 --> 00:47:56,559 all in the description below uh i'm 1110 00:47:59,990 --> 00:47:58,000 basically just uh 1111 00:48:02,309 --> 00:48:00,000 grateful for all of you logging in today 1112 00:48:05,430 --> 00:48:02,319 and i hope those of you asking questions 1113 00:48:07,030 --> 00:48:05,440 that you have your question answered so 1114 00:48:09,829 --> 00:48:07,040 thank you all very much 1115 00:48:12,069 --> 00:48:09,839 dee thank you again and i will speak to